crazy dayz

well nothing has went to plan as you may have come to realize. my wife has fallen short and so have i. the most upsetting thing is my grades have suffered. i could spend forever complaining about it all but its time to get my act in gear. i really wanted this semester to be different than my previous all those years ago but it hasnt been other than this time i really want it so i guess i will have to figure things out. looks like i will be heading back to the simi and doing some cross country driving. still bringing my computer with me and doing this college thing online if thats what it takes. till i have figured it out i have several options in front of me however none of which are quitting may be restucturing  let you know when i find out.